This blog will serve as place where I can vomit all my emotions and frustrations onto the interwebs in hopes of finding other kindred spirits. I'm a self proclaimed cat lady with 4 beautiful furbabies, I'm a pharmacy technician, a Latina, a huge Beatles fan, and a bit of an asshole. I've been with my boyfriend for almost 10 years and together we have battled through PKD, an autoimmune disorder, and drug addiction. If you've ever loved an addict you will know why I feel the need to let off some steam via an online diary. Every day is a struggle, not just for him, but for all of us who love and care about him as well. It's such a strange feeling to love someone so deeply but also want to punch them in the dick at the same time.